a note.
hi,
idk why, but i am falling for you more. and the more i am hurting inside.
then again, my whole life, i had never gotten what i wanted… including you.
i know, i know. i am not good enough for you in ANY ways.
sorry, but i can’t change my fate. but at least, i know that knowing you was the best thing that had happened to me in 2010. you might not feel the same.
just so you know. i do care alot about you. and i really hope you feel the same way too.
but i had figured out…. your jaycee is more important now. maybe i should stop calling you ‘bee’ anymore. i thought it might be weird for you two. it will be weird for me too.
& i guess, this is the closest i could get to you. not any closer…. anymore. and i guess this is the first time, i would ever admit defeat.
Loves,
J
